be happy for this moment.. this moment is your life.

i am about to head to work but i decided i need to stop thinking about my problems i don't have any! my life is super good compared to a ton! so yesss i am heading to work determined to just be happy!

--> i have a mom who doesn't do drugs or beat on me.

--> a grandma who watched out for us always and still does!

--> an older sister who would be willing to beat up anyone i asked and can be super super funny when she is just a weeee drunk ;)

--> a twin that shares so many really stupid memories no one could ever understand.

--> a friend (becki) who lets me vent when ever i need to and i know wouldbe over here in a second if i needed her without a doubt. (:
-actually all the breece's are pretty grrrreat!

--> annie and brittany who in their own way always keep in touch just with some spaces is all.

--> lee who is someone everyone should have the pleasure of knowing i thank him for so much.

so yeah. i should be grateful that i have so many great people in my life. nothing super horrible has ever happened to me. i'm sure if i just go out to the store i could find someone who has gone through so much more than i could imagine so i'm just going to be happy and stop being a butt!

sucky salsa

so last night actually wasn't that horrible although there were tons and tons of couples out for a movie. for some reason the first things i always decide to do at the end of the night is clean the salsa pumps out because they sicken me to no end.. but the one thing i never put together is why my arms always break out in hives at the end of the night and sting reallly bad but last night it finally hit me. the exact place salsa always sprays on my arms is were i break out and it stings. so i friggin am never touching the salsa again i hate it and i can deal with it being super gross!!

curls and my china man!

sooo bobby my grandma's crazy dog came in the other day after digging i managed to chase him down and just like in every picture i take of him he looks friggin chinese so he is my dirty little chinaaa man. (:

i also woke up super bored this morning and decided to curl my hair just to see what it would look like since i haven't done it in years and well the turn out wasn't that great and it took forever and a day because even after thinning my hair it's still like a horse take all sick.

on more little random thing to add to this blog i am a ps i love you fanatic and i just got my ps i love you poster and you have to admire it too!

crappp of valentines day.

dude i'm so blehhh about valentines day!

guys are retarded.

it only makes sense that mary would have like three guys at her feet beggin to spend valentines day with her and her stupid sister would have yet again no one.



super lame-o. i get to go to work and see all the cute little couples going out for a show while i'm the same as last year not good enough for any normal guy my age. maybe i should be mexican would that help there seem to be alot of those guys around here.

frggin ugh.

being a twin can super suck!!

all my little countdowns.

so ever since i can remember i have always counted down to anything and everything. it's kinda weird but seems to keep me entertained. it's pretty super saddening when i don't have anything to count down to.
but i was thinking and currently i have a few things so i'm pretty happy!

countdown to the breece's! only six friggin days!!
pretty much i count on this countdown now. everytime i come home i feel like i'm missing something and i try hard to plan another time to come over so i have the countdown always going. it keeps me going that break and fun time is so needed and great!

countdown to creation!
now don't think i have it down to days because well my brain is too small for that but it's fifteen weeks woohooo!
can't wait even though while at creation i get super wiped and depending on who is around me flustered but i still loveeeeee all the music!

countdown to my 21st!! only like four months. not like this countdown is all that great because pretty much i am determined to not turn out like my family in anyway so the whole drinkin thing i highly doubt will happen even as bad as my sisters plan to make it happen they are retards haha. what i want is to go to the cheesecake factory since johnny said we would and we didn't lameo! but yesssss i'm gonna be 21 in four months and people are still going to think i'm a whole 17.

dang it there are more but my mind is alkfhdash and i can't think. like you care lol they aren't your countdowns but even thinkin about them makes me happy!

ohh yess miss jennie keith from SC is comin to spokane early june-ish and is gonna come and see me that too is only four months way i'm not sure i will be able to handle her and all her loudness for to long but i will be happy to try (:

thats just my bleh of a blog!

popcorn popper.. with a little greys.

i once actually thought it could be fun to work at a theatre and help myself to all the popcorn and cheese i could eat.
i wasssss so not thinking!

i am already for a new job will i find one? no. i have got to stick it out there friggin are no jobs around the trash can of yakima.

so it is my new found joy to get to work a double tomorrow. not! it's gonna be a longgggg day. oh well i guess. it's moneyyy which i dooo need. :/

there is one upside this job really does beat being a "professional" fabric cutter for old ladies that you want to run away like forest gump from.

that is my rant.
ohhh no wait one more bare with me here or not if ya don't feel like it.
so for the past month or so the one thing that has kept me happy is running home from work to watch greys anatomy which is probably the best show since mr. rodgers...just kidding if your being a little air headed lol.. no offense i always am. but ya so i have been watching all the episodes rented from blockbusters faithfully and i finally finished the last episode of season four and season five wont come out for months!! i'm so pissed.... and if i decide to watch it on tv i have already missed half the season how dumb is that!! so i'm stuck wondering what's up with grey and shepard or alex and ava or izzy and george! so retarded.

i will leave you alone now thanks for reading if you made it to the end (: