blogs are hard to think of sometimes.

my voice is going away from asking "would you like butter?", "one cheese or two?", "what kind of pop?", "your change is.. enjoy your movie." gah. it shows how much i haven't talked lately if my voice hurts from talking for five hours. pretty pathetic really. ready for day two tomorrow. joy.

sorry.

my blogs.
my texts.
my messages.
my calls.
i am to outward with things.
and maybe not enough with others.
so i'm sorry to anyone i have hurt, frustrated, annoyed, or just straight pissed off.

i am backing away. avoiding. keeping in my garbage.
if you haven't talked to me or backed away because of me i am sorry.

my life as described by grey's anatomy.

"How do you know when how much is too much? Too much too soon. Too much information. Too much fun. Too much love. Too much to ask... And when is it all just too much to bear?"