why am i even blogging..

i have wanted so bad to just break.

to fall apart just for a second.

i'm not weak or at least i really hope i'm not but these past two weeks that is all i have felt.

i hate it.

i wish that some friends lived closer.

that life was simple.

i didn't feel like such a pathetic person.

blah!

it's just been hard.

plan and simple as that.