man o man
i don't like thinking about life.
it's to complicated.
ahhh! idk even know but who does.
i know i'm missing something.
i know i need to change.
i know that i am not going anywhere in life.
i get that. i really do.
can i just scream??
there are so many thoughts, and feelings boiling up inside me with no where to go.
i feel like at any minute i could just break and i don't even know why.
it's so stupid i can fix my life do something with it.
why am i holding back??
i don't want to.
or maybe i do and just don't realize it.
ugh.
wow this is one crapppppy little blog.
i have an idea. i think that you should come here for a "trial". maybe this summer(or tomorrow :)) just quit your job and come here. you can chill for a bit you could even find a job and see if that helps. we even have a green river community college extension right down the street. jake and i are always here when you need us. even if you need to talk (like for real) you can...CALL. i know i'm not good on the phone. but i think i can manage if you needed it!! just some things for you to think about. oh, and if you were here you could help me start up a college aged girl bible study!!!!
ReplyDeletethink about it!!!